The moon was a perfect sliver in the Navy Sky As I look up for a moment My hands release my head I'm dizzy. Spinning. I look back down and sob into my hands as my tears drip softly down to the ground thru my long fingers making little puddles next to my shoes. I made a mistake I made a mistake I am in pain So I drink and I drink and I drink and think about what I've done Over and over like a spinning wheel I can't stop Thinking Thinking Thinking I am melting into this bench wishing I could be this bench so I don't have to be human ever again. It seems I never learn My heart burns My stomach churns and hell returns to me like an old friend who is softly tapping me on the shoulder and whispering in my ear sweet nothings of what could have been. How sad.